*On the Bone is a novel by Edna O’Brien, one of my favorite writers from the past, whose depictions of Irish life, Catholic upbringings, Irish women and girls trying to break free in Ireland, England and London during the 20th century resonated deeply with me. From a book featuring writers and snippets of their work I recently picked up at a book sale because one cannot have too many books!, And yes, along with thoughts of lost loves, I have a very barky dog…They say, those science types, that the ovum that will become ourselves is held in the bodies of our mums, even while they grow from infancy to girlhood to motherhood to death. Fancy that, as Mothers’ Day approaches…

When dogs bark

I think of you

And dogs bark

The world over

Even in ochre-veined Mexico

Where the women scrape the cacti

And offer them

Like Manna

With heads bowed.

On those nights of the vehement dogs

I think of you –

Oh Mother

Is there still such a long way

To go

Even tho the end has been?

Ours was a lonely wine

A lonely trail,

Without dalliance

Without men-folk.

Duologues and Dialogues

Much the same.

Climbing the next bit of missing stairs,

Like a gate hasp

Or a paw.

Oh Mother without mercy,

I am back now,

I am here to stay

I would make it again

For the sake of the song

For the sake of the rose.

Let us fold it together.

Petal upon petal

Glorious

Ancestral

Menstrual

Rose

Made red

From

The pool

Of our

Being.

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