*a poem from Alice Allen. In our conflict-ridden world, I think often – though not often enough, and with little action – about how many children are living in permanent hunger – including those in peaceful poverty-stricken places in my own community. We can feed everyone on this blue and green and brown orb, we just have to find the will to do it.

In those days … I’d go collecting

all seven years of me up a tree

the sweet stink of my fingers

prising for a nest.

I’d bring the eggs down in my mouth

blackbird sparrow tit

common birds nothing fancy.

Marbles on my tongue

One nest in particular

a wren’s

made from green leaf and feather

a freshness

spun into a dome

of dainty wicker work I had to break

to find the speckled eggs

five of them mine.

I’d be home before curfew

blowing them by the stove

a sleek sack of goo hitting the saucer shell intact.

A quietness after.

Curfew the word itself was like a bird

bringing the night in its beak.

Sometimes we’d hear the soldiers

firing in the moonlight.

on maneuvers

marching down our lane.

And when that last winter siege comes

I lie in bed hungry as a stone

the covers so cold they feel wet

as if all the woodland streams

run through the room

and cup around the bed

and I fall asleep on pebbles and moss

feathers and hay

and the water carrying us all

soldier boy bird

I don’t know where away.

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